The journey through Lullu`s fruit fasting period

I started fasting in cold, dismal and dark February 2009, but quickly found out that nothing could have a negative impact on me through the course of my fast. I started my daily walks at 6.45 am, returned at 8 to have the first cup of tea of the day. I walked in a district surrounded by lovely scenery, trees, lakes and the clear sky. I loved these walks, making me feel a sense of energy in every part/fibre of my body. I had a feeling that if God turned off all the light in the sky I would be a beautifully glowing being floating on the earth. This feeling grew stronger and stronger the longer I fasted. I could feel the wind cling around me and lifting me up, I could hear every bird singing their “good mornings” and the grass moving in the wind as if it were dancing. I noticed all the things that were left unnoticed before when I was dead. I wasn’t physically dead, but my soul was, and when it dies you cease to sense all the little beautiful things life has to offer. I became addicted to having these walks. They were my drug that made me love myself, made me walk with my head up high and a straight back. My soul came to life again and this time it became immortal. The fast made me confront my soul, stare at it, make up my mind about it. What did I want in life and with myself?
Through the tools I was given I realised I could anything, could have anything, and make my inner most wishes come true. The wishes I thought were mine, weren’t really mine, but dreams that the outside world made me believe were mine. The challenge is to hold on to the dreams and wishes I had, listen only to yourself because you are always right, trust it and it will come true, nothing is too big. Be careful what you wish for. My dreams came true and they still are. I denied access to all negative thoughts and impression, what if… I can’t… I couldn’t… didn’t let these thoughts find residence in me. I did not dwell on negative impressions and expressions from others, I refused to, because I am in charge.

Everything is what you make it. If you think it will be easy, then it will be. That’s why the fast was easy for me.The hard part was facing my past; confronting the people that I love so much as well as the people I realised would not be a part of my future life. These conversations and letters are truly what changed my life. I freed myself from old emotions and prejudices, including prejudices I believed people had against me and turned it into strengths. Everything can be turned into strengths, everything that comes to me both good and less good is a gift which I choose to take with me or throw into the universe never to come back. The letters expressing my senses of guilt to myself and others were written, read aloud and then burnt. It gave me enormous strength, I was liberated.
A free human being with a free spirit glows and displays a unique aura and energy. This human is filled with loved, abundance of love to oneself, hence to others. Such a person is not difficult to notice – I have become such a person! Through the fast I meditated a lot which gave me lots of energy. The energy is the key throughout the fast. I had tea and fruit and felt very energetic. My work became easier to cope with, I went to bed between 9 and 10 pm and slept soundly until the next morning, where I awoke well-rested. My growth through the fast was quite overwhelming. I lost 13 kilos and found out who Lullu was and what she wants. No one but Tina could do what she’s done. She was my support, my perfect mentor and she always will be. Through the programme I have cried many tears, tears because a lot of emotions were set free. Tears of joy of having found my soul again as well as the life I have looked for in my dreams, but been unable to find and realise. And I found it myself! I continue to reflect on many of the things I did during the fast: the way I eat, my tea, my prayers, my mood board, meditations and being hungry. I could not live without it. I only takes a second to obtain a bad habit and 30 days to get rid of it. I cannot let go of anything that is good for my mind and body, because it has become a habit to me. For the rest of my life.

Lullu ( Makeup artist)

The story of Ann Wiberg

Words don`t really come easy because they seems useless in order to describe what happened during my time with Tina`s fasting and cleaning program .It is much more a feeling…. an unknown feeling, the day you decide to clean yourself from trash and old thoughts within yourself – you are already on the right way All it takes is a decision-  a decision to open up and let go – and  let yourself go free from the prison  you have put yourself in throughout the years.

The fasting days were the best in my life being able to control my food -and daily rituals is just a matter of discipline  but more important to learn  loving the one I am in a new form of freedom and just after a few days feeling better and lighter .When i opened  up for my own intuition, happiness or sadness, crying and smiling at the same time like when sun and rain meets at the same minute i started to understand who I really am . The programme Tina provided me with were like my first ride into the new unknown within me, not that i did not look within me before but the way it was done made me kiss myself for the first time.

Ann Wiberg (Haute Couture designer) www.annwiberg.dk